Monthly Archives: July 2008

A petrified soul’s take

Gelatin all around, the city in terror, news channels galore with the blast news, political leaders resorting to their usual drama of bickering… it is the same old story in a new form. Every blast, every attack proves the failure of our ‘INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES’ apparently, and once considerable damage is done everyone is on a high alert. We never learn from old lessons while the anti-social elements keep teaching us new lessons.

All these Fridays the government had pressure mounting on it in the form of inflation figures refusing to climb down the ladder. A consequence of the Government’s own doings! This Friday when a .02 % decline eased the headache, another hurdle materialized in the form of the Bangalore Blasts.

This Tuesday had us all glued to the T.V sets, biting our nails on the fate of the UPA government. Not to mention the drama that entailed. Why else would I name the live parliament telecasts as “Galata serials” during my childhood. At that time, it was the frustration over other favorite T.V shows being cancelled on D.D. Today, it is frustration due to helplessness and hopelessness! The dirty game of politics has the whole nation speaking against it, but there is no hope of revamping the system. Mr.Chatterjee reminded me of a kindergarten teacher. Seriously, I admire the 80-year-old man’s tolerance levels. When our leaders, elected representatives to be specific ,behave in an unruly manner like hooligans how can we expect law and order to be maintained ? When the word discipline is, absent in their dictionary, what else can a common person do? Bribes, sabotage, changing loyalties and yet we know, deep within its the tycoon brothers behind all this.

The Nuclear Deal was shown a green signal and it was time to rejoice. Personally, I am apprehensive about the whole issue. Trace back the U.S foreign policies and you know they just could not keep their hands to themselves. Definitely, they are going to find loopholes to satisfy their ulterior motives. From isolationist to over-interference, Big Brother does not seem to convince me here.(but who cares?)

This morning like any other Bangalorean, I woke up lazily, with the chill weather forcing me to cuddle into my blankets for some more time. Nobody had any clue on what was in store for the rest of the day. Lethargy written on the faces and the gloomy atmosphere adding to the misery, excitement brewed in the city as the sun chose to shine by afternoon. I was on my way back from college ( my new college by the way), when I heard a noise from some distance and saw people crowding to the park cum traffic island on Richmond Circle. I was framing my own conclusions as to what must have happened there. Back home, the news channels were FLASHING NEWS to scare the common person. Frantic phone calls, smses and jammed networks added to my parents tension. So must have been the case of thousands of other residents in the city. The newly appointed police commissioner who made news with a lot of plans and parades ahead, now has his hands full. Reassurances like ‘situation is brought under control’ fail to convince the common man when we are left wondering, didn’t anyone have any clue about this? A weekend that was eagerly awaited has unleashed a state of terror again.

Mumbai-Hyderabad-Jaipur- Bangalore, terror attacks and blasts… the common man is waiting anxiously wondering, where is the next target going to be! For few days after each of these incidents we have people voicing their concerns, lashing it out against the authorities and fundamentalists, politicians making a fool of themselves, various terrorist outfits being blamed, the centre trying to justify its stand, conspiracy theories…all this leaves us in total despair. With INTELLIGENCE agencies almost insulting your normal intelligence, should we hope for the better off or worse off?
Few days down the line, the whole issue is going to fade away. Life will move on for all of us and we will shift back to our comfort zones until another Mumbai or hyd or blore happens.
Tonight as I go to sleep, I thank God for it could have been anyone there among the affected. It was just a matter of a few minutes and few metres for me. Yet, 101 questions are filled in my thoughts… Since my earliest memories Kashmir meant a valley of bloodshed, terrorism is synonymous with Muslims and Pakistan which is so not true, blasts meant LeT or similar outfits yet one question does not give me an answer
After all WHY????????????????????????

(pardon me for the uncordinated unedited sequence, I just had to let it all out. Not exactly in a state of mind to think straight coz its all too frustrating)


The Eight tag in an Eight minute break!

Senior in school, son of a fav teacher, amazing blogger, the big chef cast a spell to break the jinx I was caught in for a long time.
This tag was done at a time when yours truly almost banged her head on the desk trying to understand, Why on earth did Mr. Leibenstein come up with something like this. She cursed herself for the day she voluntereed to do a preso on the same. Yes, all of it seemed greek n latin when I decided to tag the break. Here goes

8 things I am passionate about

Passion is too strong a word for people like me 😉

1. Family
2. Playing the Piano
3. Economics… Can I see raised eye-brows?
4. Long drives
5. Movies but I prefer watching them alone.
6. Collecting books 🙂
7. The rains
8. Cooking

8 things I want to do before I die

1. Learn to play the drums
2. Publish a book …
3. Be a part of a Band and compose and all that jazz
4. Make my mark in this world 😛
5. Build my dream house
6. To go on a world travel
7. Exactly before I die I wanna tell few people that all this while I had been nice to them coz I had to and not coz I wanted to.
8. Is it possible for me to give a farewell speech on my deathbed? Wish I could *sigh*

8 things I say often: ( honestly, this is the only section where I had to think twice before giving the answers)

2. Oh
3. Yeah right
4. Really??
5. Kya kare
6. Ente dhaivame
7. What the hell
8. Are you Serious???

and quite a lot of unlisted terms

8 books I last read

1. Freakonomics
2. The world is flat
3. Q & A- Vikas Swarup
4. Catcher in the Rye
5. To Sir with love
6. Atlas Shrugged
7. Can you keep a secret
8. Currently reading almost 8 eco text books.. to hell with the assignments

8 songs i could listen to over and over again

The #$%&%^# network admins here have blocked youtube here and I dont have the time and patience to figure out other means. Remember my date with Mr. Leibenstein?

1. YanniSantorini

2. Richard Marx- At the beginning

3. Boney M- Brown girl in the ring

4. Aayiram Kannumai

5. Beethoven- Moonlight Sonata, esp the 3rd movement

6. Yanni– Aria

7. Tumse hi

8. Boulevard of broken dreams

8/2 people I think , who should do this tag

1. Jake … All work and no play makes Jake a dull boy

2. Jose … The common man needs attention

3. Anu … The friend , I admire the most. She is gonna make it big some day for sure.

4. Laks … The malKonnection

and the rest I’m leaving it open…